Morning wakeup 5am

For some reason, maybe due to the diving trips, I've been waking up at really early hours for over two months. I'm also losing weight - gosh I can see my abs in focus now. Not sure exactly why.


But waking up at 5am is not such a bad thing - unless I decide to email or text a friend.

I wrote this when I woke up.

The blackness of the night calls out my name. I wake. 
Its 5am. The silence of night lulls me out of slumber. 
Its not even Dawn and I'm fully awake.
With No dreams to remember I begin my day early.
Unnaturally early. Again. 
A fine way to begin the 1st September. 
Time for a morning run? 
But its not even dawn. 
YMC 1.9. 2013

Postscript - actually I think its quite likely the fact that I wake up every morning with a hard wood. The exercising, the healthy diet, have somehow contributed to a new body for me. Waking up at 5am with a huge erection would be wonderful if I had my female friend to share it with. But she's far away in heart and body. Not even sure she's my friend anymore. I miss her dearly.